2 posts tagged “roommates”

So I got back last night and Rachel and Morgan had their doors shut. I went downstairs at one point in time to get something to eat and I started coughing on the stairs. I heard someone upstairs start fake coughing and then yell out "whore!". I wasn't upset about it last night but it kind of upsets me today. I don't know what I did to them. I'm sure me coughing all the time is annoying but do they really think that I want to cough so much. I never said anything when either of them were sick. They were drunk so I'm sure that had something to do with it. They can't possibly be upset that I didn't hang out with them last night...no one invited me. They didn't even talk to me. I wonder if Maribeth said something about me that pissed them off. Hopefully she sees how they really are to me and that I'm not the terrible person they think I am.

* Flip flops...it's cold out right now...put on some real shoes and stop pretending we're not in Michigan
* using the same word over and over and over...once in awhile is fine but when you use words like "sweet" and "girl" in every sentence, we have a problem
* people who start saying words like "girl" just because someone else says it all the fucking time
* when you tell someone that you're tired and don't feel well and they proceed to scream and yell all night in the hall right outside you're room...classy really
* misuse of the the words then and than...despite what half of America thinks, they are not interchangeable
* when people say "could of" instead of "could have" or "could've"...again, not the same thing

I will always love making lists...weird habit I guess. I'm finding that I have a lot of weird habits lately. I watched Mean Girls last night and part of Miss Congeniality as well...I love Miss Congeniality, definitely one of my favorite movies. I realized last night, just how long it has been since I just sat and watched television...and I mean just sat and watched what I wanted to watch on television. Not that I don't like hanging out at Brandon's but when I was watching those movies last night I realized that I hate the vast majority of things that they watch in that apartment...and we never hang out at my apartment. Rachel and Maribeth hung out last night...in my apartment...in Morgan's bedroom. That's a little weird. I'd be pissed if I came back from a weekend away and found out that people hung out in my bedroom. They trashed her bed. They were so loud too. They were yelling back and forth across the hall...even after I had told them that I was going to bed because I was tired and didn't feel well when Maribeth asked me if I wanted to join them. I'm sure Rachel would've loved it if I had joined them. I think Maribeth was irritated towards the end of the night though. I came out of my room at midnight when their yelling woke me up and went to get a glass of water and she was like oh are we being too loud. For some reason I feel the need to be polite and say oh no you're fine when really I wanted to throttle them both. After I said oh no you guys are fine, she was like Rachel is being a little on the annoying side and I said yeah I'm used to that, as I was walking down the stairs. Kind of bitchy I know but I was slightly grumpy. And I feel like Rachel was trying to rub it in my face that Maribeth was hanging  out with her and not me. Which was funny since I didn't want to do anything last night and Maribeth invited me to join them anyway.

I've been thinking a lot lately. I wish I was done with school. I wish I was done with Mt. Pleasant. I don't want to go back to Port Huron. I wish I didn't have to take a summer class. I wish I didn't have to work at Meijer. I wish I was done in this stupid apartment. I wish that I was moving out of state instead of into another crappy apartment. I wish that I had a job and didn't have to student teach.  I guess I'm just sick and tired.  Both literally and figuratively.  I haven't felt well lately, for the past few weeks actually. And I feel like I'm annoying everyone. Like just me being around is annoying people.  I don't know.  I just need a break, maybe. I'm very frustrated. Mostly with myself though. I feel like I should have finished school a lot time ago. I'm almost 25. How am I still in school and still working at a crap job making minimum wage? At least I don't technically live at my parents still...I guess that's good. It's frustrating to feel like the biggest loser on the planet. Very frustrating. That sums it up nicely.