Sometimes I get to the point where I just want to strangle Chris. Aside from all the little things that have been driving me crazy over the last couple of weeks. I mean honestly, he knows what kind of crap I've been getting at work. He knows they're throwing a fit about us dating and saying it's affecting our work habits. He knows that the main reason Doug wants me out for at least half the time is because of him and Jon. So then why and the hell does he stand and talk to someone for a fucking hour. I understand that he hasn't seen Dan in a very long time. Months really. But he's got the guys phone number...give him a goddamn phone call. I can see talking to him for a few but it was an hour because I know he kept talking after I left. And then when I paged him and asked what he was doing, he acted like I was being a bitch. ME!! The one who has stuck up for him and gotten shit about him for the last six months. I've been getting hell for basically dating him and he's going to fucking stand around. He knows if dairy looks like shit they're going to be pissed at me...not him. He fucking knows I've been in tears for the last how many days I've worked over stupid shit so why make it worse. Does he just not care??? And then he left work and went over to the guys house!! If you were going to hang out after work why would you stand there and talk!??!?! I just want to punch him in the face. And he was being a dick to me too when I sent him a text to see if he was going to be home or if it was pointless to wait up to talk to him. I didn't say it quite that bitchy but I'm pissed off right now. I mean really jesus christ act like you give a shit about me for once in the last couple of months. I've put up with an awful lot of shit. Not just about dating him at work either. But I mean really. Act like you fucking care. I'm still pissed about valentines day. We were talking about what significance the day has and I said it was a day to show your significant other how much you care. And his arguement for forgetting was that you should be doing that every day. It didn't occur to me until a few days later but he doesn't do that either. And I do all the time. When has he ever rubbed my back when my back was sore? When was the last time he brought me food? We went to that wedding shower on Saturday...and I dressed up...did he tell me I looked nice? No. He's never told me that I look nice. He's never said I was pretty or cute or anything like that. In fact the only comment he's ever made about my appearance is the occasional comment about my boobs. I'm just so irritated. I want to scream but I don't want to be the crazy girl. I feel a little bit better after venting.
They are trying to give my job to Tracy. Doug said he's going to talk to Lisa about having Tracy and I alternate who runs the backroom. There's no way in hell I will work with her if she's doing my job. I talked to the union rep about it and I wanted to talk to Lisa but she left. Ridiculous.
Anna's being a bitch too. She called Doug and told him Chris and were just standing around or some stupid crap. She saw us talking three times. Once out on the floor because i was in tears stocking yogurt and he asked what was wrong. And after she told him to get up to frozen, tracy came out and asked what was wrong and stood and talked to me and anna walked right by and didn't say a word. The second time I walked down to talk to Lisa and she wasn't down there but Chris walked back to punch in from break. All I did was ask if he'd seen Lisa and he said no but that he was just punching in from break. She came down and yelled at us. The third time was at the baler. I was throwing away boxes and he threw a couple in and it went off so he was taking care of that. She walked down and acted bitchy. Apparently we are just not allowed to even say two words to each other. Everyone else can talk but not Chris and I because we are dating. Ryan pulled the same shit. When Doug and Lisa were on his case, he blamed it all on Chris and I. Bullshit.
