"I'm high fructose corn syrup and I've been chemically altered"

I'm getting snappy and angry again. I think I need a break. I don't mean to be but I'm having a hard time coping with my living situation again and I feel like everyone is treating me the same way my roommates do. I think, however, that I may just be being a little over sensitive. In some cases anyway.

the subject of my entry is from a commercial...it was just on and it was hilarious

I added some more pictures to my blog also

I'm getting excited about my student teaching. I was really depressed recently and was honestly thinking about giving up. Like I was seriously thinking about not wanting to teach. I'm a little more myself tonight though and I actually sat down and looked at the website for the charter school they placed me at for student teaching. I'm getting excited. And I've been thinking about it and if Steve and I live together, I won't have to work as much because my rent will only be $250 a month instead of $500 and if I don't have to work during the week that means I can be more involved in the school and that is awesome. They have a ton of after school programs which would be excellent. I had been really depressed about having to take a summer class and about not doing well in a few classes this semester...but I'm not doing that poorly. I got an 85 on my recorder competency. That's a B and that's the lowest I've gotten in that class. Mind you I probably failed the quiz I took last week but I still have another quiz and I have two major projects still. And for my Corrective Reading class I still have a ton of points with that Case Study still up in the air and I got a B on the midterm. And as far as Physical Science is concerned I could fail the class and my gpa would still be high enough for my major. I'm sure everything will be just fine. And I have to take that history class this summer but it's a different prof than I originally took it with and I only have to get a C+. I looked on rate my prof. and he gives detailed study guides so that's excellent. And if i have to write a research paper then I already have one...I could just fix it up with the suggestions that Dr O'Neil made...or just write a brand new one...either way.

I don't know...I'm just trying to be more upbeat about things. I'm hoping if I throw myself into my school work and stuff, it will take my mind off my problems with my roommates. I'm really going to get seriously involved in this case study and work really hard on it because I want to help this girl. She's so cute and even though she has a hard time reading, she loves to read and I want to help her so she doesn't start to hate it. It makes me sad when kids start to hate reading because they're not good at at. I understand why they do because I hate things I'm not good at...I hate my music class....music is hard for me, i don't understand and I feel like it's a totally different language. And I imagine that's what it's like to have a hard time with reading. Sort of except that I don' t have to deal with music every day like kids have to deal with reading every day. So it's only a kind of sort of understanding...I can begin to understand which is more than I could before because I love to read and have always loved to read and have always been good at reading so it was really hard for me to comprehend someone not liking reading. But I really want to help this girl with reading, I don't want her to hate reading.